"Everday I fight a war against the mirror, I can't take the person staring back at me, 'cause I'm a hazzard to myself." - I'm a 15 year old girl who suffers from depression. I have paranoia, and anxiety issues. I'm extremely insecure. I starve myself. I don't want to get better. I have suicidal thoughts, and have attempted suicide. I've been self harming for two years. It has taken over my life, and controls everything I do. I hate who I am, I hate what I've become. I'm alone, I'm worthless, I'm ugly, I'm weak and I'm pathetic. Demi Lovato is my inspiration. I do not promote self harm in any way, this is just a blog for me and my feelings. I'm sorry if it's triggering. If you ever need anyone, I'm always here, message me and i'll always reply. If you need advice I'll always help. Stay Strong.